[Chorus]

I’m sick of infested thoughts

My friends are fake as fuck

They all talk behind my back

And I’m just passed out on my bed

cause I can’t bear this pain

I get from this parasite

who lives inside my brain

and I just stand on the wrong lane

[Verse1]

I try to escape from all the monsters in my head

Alone in the night and I’m thinking bout my dead

Taking drugs to escape from all the pain

That I feel when I’m cutting on my vein

I bet that you will never understand

Every time I talk to you, you misunderstand

Maybe it gets better when I’m gone

And everybody just keeps carry on

It wasn’t always like this

8-year-old me could feel bliss

Now everybody is expecting

And every time I fail, they just correcting

I wrote this for the boy that never really cared

For that girl who killed herself

For my mom, who can never understand

And my dad, who was never there

[Chorus]

I’m sick of infested thoughts

My friends are fake as fuck

They all talk behind my back

And I’m just passed out on my bed

cause I can’t bear this pain

I get from this parasite

who lives inside my brain

and I just stand on the wrong lane

[Verse 2]

demons on my back and my pain exposed

all the doors shut and now they’re closed

the executor sits on his throne

and all the pals collect my bones

demons on my back and my pain exposed

all the doors shut and now they’re closed

the executor sits on his throne

and all the pals collect my bones